~RED BATHTUB~

   Bathtub of tears, sadness, blood....
        A paper bag over her head ...
   Cash a gun for them, to blow her brains out....
      Darkness shades closed....
           Lights out stillness of shadows.....
     In the bathtub, with a bottle and a sharp knife....
    Self mutilation, harm, doubt, anger....
        Drugs, pills and blood everywhere....
    Everything is broken with sadness
     Close friends say goodbye too....
     Call every photo together FAKE..and years too,
           not real an cold if u wish..
    But she never did, never will,
       break her heart, let the friendship die
       And keep walking and never grow up...
        See who is there in the end
 Everything will change has changed, nothing left to say....
      If she doesn't care, why should she her friend.
                                 SAD....

 Close friends say goodbye too..
     In to deep in their own little world
           Of sad love harmful,dangerous love
  But u can't save them from harm...
       If they don't want to be saved,
 A piece or her will die 2, if she dies or a piece of her dies....
 That's her bestie without her, she feels like nothing....
   Cutting her wrists 2 feel something, not sadness or brokenness...
  It makes her ill, sick, sad...that she'll do anything 4her
    But can't save her, from her own monster, self disaster...
 Doesn't want to break her heart, just see her happy....
It is what it is, little by little she'll understand that they won't come back....
  Understand there in to deep, won't come back drift away with time....

  Close friends say goodbye too....
Always tomorrow and never come around....
    As the years fly away an the days too...
Love from far away, not close....
    You are dead to her too...nothing but sadness
In a bathtub of sadness....
      It's not so hard in this day in age,
 To pic up the phone an push a button
  To say hi ! I miss u.....sad:(
  The begging has stopped from her
Gone 2 far...
      Get lost in ur own world
  But the day u come around .....
No one will be might not be home...
   Sad give her heart a break and hurt her
  Where it hurts the most.