Dreaming

Dazing out into the window
hanging from a tree
living life day by day,line by line
drink after drink, singing away
lighting a cig ......
the world spinning
trying to be truthful
to herself
with out getting lost
in the hype of fame, metamorphose
change of life, getting old, growing up,
without losing, forgetting
who she was? who she is.....
change is good
only if you stay true to yourself ?

nothing has changed
not one bit, not an inch
only her and time the years
always living in a dream land
when will she wake up
an smell the coffee, realize that
life is, will always be ?
not perfect, what she wants it to be ......
heartbreaking, and sad
no matter how she chooses
to make her own reality
her life perfect ........
life will always be
day in an day out
no matter if she finds
Happiness, love, gold
or it's the other way around ......
life will always be, not what she
wants it to be ...