~ His Lips~

Sweet bitter kisses
  in graded, inked, tattooed
into her dreams
  the taste, smell of him
left on her shirt, SKIN
  a night of drinking....
leading 2 falling an letting go
 coming undone 2 NAKEDNESS
   skin to skin
kisses in graded, tattooed, inked
    all over her body 4 one night 
of pleasure, a rush a thrill....

 A night of no words spoken
only body language
speaking of
      merging, colling, breaking slowly
pushing soft slowly, 
     in, an out, deeper, tugging, pulling
licking and sucking....
 creating a sensation of ORGASMS 
toes curled, and nipples erect....

 But his soft cat bubble gum kisses
were the only thing left
  on her that night.
in her dreams an memories
that will,did eventually fade, faded into darkness.
nothingness, 2 the point
were it didn't happen at all.
and the kisses weren't real.
only came alive that night
sparkled, shined, pleased that night.

Nothing left but sadness
his kisses in graded, tattooed, inked
 in her heart, soul, spirit, body, and  mind.

~ CHICO E~

 His phone number and voice
      on the other side of the line...
the sweet spoken words
  soft, glittering mind stimulating
    eatable, melting, delicious...

  His eyes dazzling,
 sparkling, mesmerizing
    to die for...
crawling into his eyes
   nothing but heartwarming
and pounding heart beats...

His lips bitter, spicy, bubble gum
  honey sweet, soothing
    rough and kissable
music to her lips
  the way they speak to her
like they want to do something
 great, unpredictable,

His perfect fit of nakedness
  awkwardness, rubbing, pressing
up against her naked skin
 making movement's of
   of sweet ocean waves  
is not easy when Ur trapped
 almost in a sweet dream
    of making love
with every kiss and touch
 of tenderness, roughness,
    candidness
that can't be explained
   only tasted, lived
by all 5 senses

"SELF- REALIZATION"

The sooner LP can accept
   that she was nobody? is nobody?
that she's not perfect, skinny, hot enough .....
 for him, everyone....she can't be that (friend) is just that friend???
will never be free, break out this dog cage.....

That she means shit, 2 anybody
   is a small rock in the ocean of perfect blue water...
that she can't please everyone, and everything
  that she will never be????? just because??
that nothing will ever fuck en change....
    no matter how hard she tries
                                     2 change herself ?
                                   CHANGE IT????
    that people will never fuck en change???
                           and if they do it's a fuck en miracle....
that she will always be the exception ?
                            not the STAR .....
live in the SHADOWS of those who have succeeded .....


  The SOONER she comes 2 accept .....
      that she's alone in this journey, will be alone .....
     even in a room full of 100 people 2 or 1
and her HEART and SOUL will never be PERFECT AGAIN???
            but scared 4 life......
when she comes 2 accept, all her stupid big or little floes in life
            She'll be one step closer 2 HAPPINESS, PERFECTION inside and out .....
alone, alone, solo one step closer 2 the PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.....