As her bare feet, touched the ice cold kitchen tile floor?
she gets a chill remembering him?
his soft,warm brown eyes, sweet candy lips, coffee, clown
Kringle smile, warm tight hugs. the smell of his shower gel,
cologne like light ocean breeze, his poetic words?
that came like a perfect, soft melody, whisper in her ear?
goose bumps on her arms, thinking about him......
why he didn't wait 4 her? he ran away, went his own way?
never came back? gave up on her..........
Even though she was lost, at a young age,
so was he? but he loved her. He was in 4 everything?
he wanted her to be his girl?
mend all his wounds with warm soft kisses?
live in him, walk with him hand in hand ?
ware his ring?
but she said no, so soft, sweet trying not to hurt him?
that she couldn't because it was complicated ?
She needed to say, all that she needed to say ?
Do all that she needed to do?
Be all that she needed to be ?
Find a perfect side of herself ...
find herself alone, without him, on her own ?
Grow up?
But he never waited 4 her ?
finding anther girl that wasn't good 4 him ?
they grew old, and apart, losing a friendship
with the years that came?
she found herself, and was happy with it ?
becoming everything good she wanted to be ?
but he fell deeper into the ground, never grew up?
got lost some more, did drugs, joined a gang,
got in deep with the law?
he disappeared into thin air? No phone calls?
No letters, No post cards?
He never waited for her? But how could he?
when she pushed him away, when he wanted
A friendship, love, and Her?
So one day, she realized she loved him, as much as he loved her ?
a little to late.....
another sad hurtful regret, pieces of her heart?
shattered like broken glass...
all over the kitchen floor, made out of cold Ice ....?
frozen tear drops, the past
So much time has gone by, nothing can be fixed anymore?
She can only let go? and move on, with her life?
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