"SELF- REALIZATION"

The sooner LP can accept
   that she was nobody? is nobody?
that she's not perfect, skinny, hot enough .....
 for him, everyone....she can't be that (friend) is just that friend???
will never be free, break out this dog cage.....

That she means shit, 2 anybody
   is a small rock in the ocean of perfect blue water...
that she can't please everyone, and everything
  that she will never be????? just because??
that nothing will ever fuck en change....
    no matter how hard she tries
                                     2 change herself ?
                                   CHANGE IT????
    that people will never fuck en change???
                           and if they do it's a fuck en miracle....
that she will always be the exception ?
                            not the STAR .....
live in the SHADOWS of those who have succeeded .....


  The SOONER she comes 2 accept .....
      that she's alone in this journey, will be alone .....
     even in a room full of 100 people 2 or 1
and her HEART and SOUL will never be PERFECT AGAIN???
            but scared 4 life......
when she comes 2 accept, all her stupid big or little floes in life
            She'll be one step closer 2 HAPPINESS, PERFECTION inside and out .....
alone, alone, solo one step closer 2 the PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS.....