~ Sexual DARK hole ~

      Dark hole filled with sadness....
           Mysterious eyes sexually seductive drawing
     Her into her world of sexual healing craziness....
     One guy after another and the story unfolds
           2 an open ending....
        of sexual healing, curiosity that's SAD....
      And it ends b4 it starts so the new chapter
          Of I kissed a girl drunk had a 3sum opens up.....

     Her touch soft like a wild CAT with claws smooth, warm, hot
       Her lips aggressive, controlling, using, playful....
           Fun, mysterious, exciting, confusing, sad.....
      Her first drunk lesbian sexual experience....
         Her long dark hair desirable
       Her body warm like an oven, a perfect blanket ....
     A taste of pleasure and sweetness, licking, sucking
                Eating her pussy like ice cream
               chocolate swirl  an a cherry on top
     Her mesmerizing, gorgeous, deep, captivating eyes.....
         Let the sadness start, the emptiness start
                      meaningless nothing.......

     Depression drawn into the small
        tiny taste of sexual exploration, curiosity
          Of a thee sum, a small, kinky nympho acts of pleasure ....
       Dark sadness of sexual healing.....
          No pleasure, no pain, just emptiness of sad thoughts .....
        That can't be filled up with anything or replaced....
      Leading to self doubt destruction self awareness
         Self inflictions deep cuts, in the corners of her mind 2
       A rush thought of suicide while getting turned on
                           hot an bothered...
     Even when Pandora's box of sex, is open 4 pleasure and fun....
        It still feels empty, SAD, lonely ...
     Depressing 4her dark, cold and lonely a Black HOle
                 Of nothingness .....
       
   

   

~ DEAD INSIDE~

 
      Dripping sadness a loaded gun with one bullet a Rag dall with no tears
        She wants a smoke weed to ease the broken heart 
       SAD, Blue , crying broken DEAD INSIDE....
      Zipped lips sewed up hurting like a slow death 
         Of confusion turning into muck dirt.....
        Alcohol, anorexia, drug taking pill popin junkie 
       Living in the  sad shadows... A puppet on strings 
          Wishing upon a star, looking 4 a map a way out...

      Hurting from silence after silence into the night or day of gloom
        The bitterness turns into waiting 4death...
       Coldness, emptiness, of nothingness....
          Happiness an joy turn into a ball of sadness in the dark 
        Emotions an feelings turn into a rock that's dead....
        Cold ice cubs, of steal an fire burning....

        She dies every minute slower an slower inside 
          Where  the world can't see where her heart breaks 
         And her gray soul live she dies of sadness, boredom, depression 
        As her heart turns black and cold burns an breaks 
           Like glass into sadness.... A loaded gun with one bullet 
         A cup full jack with one cold cub of ice broken inside an outside 
               Click click click click BANG!!!

- SEX GODDESS -

Beautiful, soft, gorgeousness
  Wondering, mysterious, sparkling
 Glowing, dazzling, eyes.....
 A sex goddess a perfect moving
Picasso sex, love, painting of art
Barbie thin glamorous of a doll....

A charmed life beauty an magic tangled up
Coyote ugly sexy confidence sex goddess
Mac makeup
 Dark black blue eyeshadow
The holy grail of makeup
Mermaid drop dead gorgeousness
Sweet, kind, lovable, one of a kind
Sex goddess...

Natural soft kissable, exotic, sexy lips
A Gisele, karlie, sex goddess
Dark long light black brown hair
Cute nose, dimples and face....
Sex goddess seduction of gold
Hot, sticky, wet, dripping
Liquid wetness of a whisper
Of a sex goddess talented, believable
Truthfully poetry inside out, upside down
Inside out ...sex sex sex sex goddesses
Catered by Boyz Boyz Boyz
Sex goddess

- THIRD WHEEL-

     sadness loneliness deep down inside....
          Where no one can see, in those cold ice glass tears...
      Hiding behind those lonely brown eyes 
      Haziness falling an hurting herself, on the inside
            Nothing but a perfect mess, that needs 2heal 
       Who will fix her,  find her......clean her up....
      No one will ever understand how much 
    Emptiness, hollowness, of nothing 
                       Hurts....that's left untouched 
       Like a burn, sting, cut, 2 sock in...
          A gunshot 2 the heart , soul 
        The corners of her mind....
      An empty hole that can't be filled......
   An in crowd obsession 
        fake fairy tale, love story not written yet... 

   Only a third wheel.....
     No he 2 hold hands with finger tips to touch 
    No he 2 play with hide an go seek, talk 2, dance in the rain with
   No he that will sing in the middle of he night, 4her....
     No he that will tex every sec of the day...
   No he  2 hug an kiss call her own....
     No he 2 snuggle, cuddle with stick to....
   2 wake up with in the break of dawn morning sunrise with....
No he to sock in taste, obsess over, cling on 2 ...let go 
  Get lost in those gorgeous, dazzling, sparkling, amazing puppy 
                         EyEs .....
    No he 2 fuck 4 pleasure or to fuck over.....to get tangled up in 
    To breath in live in... Get lost in like a puzzle....

       It's over rated, just a simple (Third wheel ) 
   Not a balance of the magical number 
                      TWO.....